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January 1st, 2007
01:22 am
i feel compelled to write tonight because well..i have nothing better to do. everyone else except me has lives tonight. heck, they had lives all day. ive been alone in my house. not only is it new years. its also my last full night here. thats kind of depressing me. well, more than kind of but im still ok. at least after tomorrow ill always have someone who wants to hang out with me.
happy new year.
goodnight.
Current Mood:  meh
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December 9th, 2006
05:05 pm
i just felt like updating. my parents are being very..annoying right now. i wanna respond to my dad but hes having kind of a bad day since hes kinda blind right now. so im left with my frustrating living inside of me and really no way of venting since no ones around, and i cant go out cause he might need me to do or get something for him. fieahgewaigheaw. oh well. ill live.
maybe ill clean my room up some more. ive got my desk and dresser out of there in preperation for the new carpet. its a nice way of helping me get organized for my own move. although its very weird seeing my room gutted. when i used to do this my room seemed a lot bigger. i guess ive outgrown it.
berkeleys almost over. i just have to do average on the 3 finals i have. ill be happy with average. i doubt ill do well on my PACS final. i doubt i even did well on that 12 page paper i had to do. so ill probably need an A just to get a C or a D. i dont see either of my math classes being too big of a problem. my only real problem from today to 31 is getting all my life hurdles cleared before i leave for the begining of my second life.
i want to have a last paragraph thats interesting...i just cant seem to think of anything. i got real checks. im gonna have lots of money. more money than ive ever had the power of controlling. and its so crazy to think of having a home all to myself. i know its gonna be fun. i just wonder how often ill actually be in it. ill be working and going to school and going out most of the time. but it will be mine none the less. a nice peaceful and quiet place for me to relax in. instead of a place where i can be lectured and hassled by my parents. and although i do care about them. i care about who im going to be closer to more.
Current Mood:  blah
Current Music: schubert
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December 7th, 2006
10:31 pm
i think once best friend status is established, its kind of ..dang it...whats the word im looking for...STUPID to ignore the person who tried to call you and thought everything was cool. i wont name names. but yeah. just..been bugging me.
Current Mood:  annoyed
Current Music: gold digger
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November 27th, 2006
06:19 pm
twelve page papers suck.
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November 19th, 2006
06:12 pm - i have a livejournal?!?!?!!?!?!
holy cow, its been forever.
im sorry livejournal, i have not kept you up to date on my personal life
so, a couple of big things are coming up. thanksgiving for one. and in preperation for said holiday, we are getting new carpeting. that has been such a pain moving all that furniture..not to mention our freaking big (and super heavy) tv.
the next big thing for school is my research paper.. this week i have to email family members and hopefully get responses before sunday night so i can write a 12 page paper about my family history and put it into sociological context....yay.
then there will be finals. which will suck. unless i somehow obtain a complete and full understanding of all that is mathematics (probably not gonna happen by the way).
next will be christmas. Now thats actually gonna be a lot of fun. my whole family will come together for a day. i actually eat real food this year, so its gonna be at least twice as fun as every other year of my life. oh yeah thanksgiving will be good about that too.
and then after christmas will be the greatest change of all. and by greatest i mean in terms of scope and in terms of how awesome it will truly be, because i am moving. its finally actually factually spectactually happening. yeah thats right i made up a word...it probably doesnt make any sense though. oh well. ill leave it in and see how my faithful readers respond to it. so after christmas my real life begins. and it is going to be the best life anyone could ever ask for. or at least, its the best life i myself could ever hope for.
so thats it for now. i kind of forgot i had this thing lol so i'll be writing more starting from now
also, i really cant wait to play the new zelda. thats gonna be so cool. also also, my brother got me robin hood men in tights on dvd. which is one of the greatest movies ever made in the history of cinema. also also also, =|
Current Mood:  hungry
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September 4th, 2006
10:18 pm - leaving
i've had one big decision to make this year really. everything else is trivial. and its about time that i made up my mind. and i did. and i must be so stupid to had to have taken this long to make it.
now i only have some hurdles to hop till my life is how i want it. i cant help but wonder how everyone has moved out of their parents house. do people just pack up and leave? do they tell them? do the discuss it with them? has anyone ever been pursuaded to stay? i mean i know my brother was before he joined the navy. i dont know how my mom swung that one. its not gonna work on me. im just looking for a way to make it easier on them.
its not really their fault. its no ones fault. im just not happy here. at least, not as happy as i could be. and i know where i am going to be happy. really happy. when i look back at my life i know that im going to think that any other way this part of my life would have gone, it would have been a mistake.
lighters bingo bonus - you are everything to me. im so sorry its taken me this long to know whats good for me. but i do now, and im not letting that go
crispy treat - you are such a good support system. thank you for wanting to be my room mate even though i dont have a room yet.
peanut - i hope some how you find this and read this one section of this random livejournal some time in the future and will know that you are one of the cutest things to ever exist. and im really glad that you remember me when you see me on camera.
the three of you are so important to me. and im gonna need you guys a lot through the years 2007-20XX.
Current Mood:  determined
Current Music: wallflowers
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August 22nd, 2006
09:09 pm
i really hope that my snakes on a plane hat i won isnt going to be a very poor joke consolation prize by god. i was really hoping winning that hat meant "here come your good times robbie, you finally won"
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August 21st, 2006
11:44 pm - life
i dont know what happened. i wish i did, id change it. i feel like i never do the right thing some times.
i wish ed and love monkey were on tv again.
i wish i could read minds. if i could have any super power i think id want that. itd be the most practical. super strength? maybe if i could switch it on and off. i wouldnt want to rip my car door open. maybe flying. depends on how fast. no. screw that. id fly over reading minds. 90% of my life issues could be solved if i could fly.
i feel really stupid when ever i write in this thing now. my posts dont have a point lately.
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August 14th, 2006
12:24 am - Chrissy, you inspired me.
So i am just gonna write about whatever comes to my mind.
the other night when i was looking up at the stars and all the cities i could see up on my hill, i kept trying to figure out just how small my problems are when you compare them to, oh i dont know, the galaxy. so lets look at this. this planet is just a blip when you look at it from far enough away. so that makes me less of a blip than how chrissy and i normally call each other. so my problems and issues are just noting really.the insignificant of insignificancies
but im still a person. I exist for something. so doesnt that automatically make whatever im going through important no matter how small i can make myself?
another thing ive been thinking about. is there a right path for us to follow at every fork in the road? if we take the wrong path, does that always lead to poor placement or is the wrong path just a roundabout way of getting where the correct one would have led you anyways. can anyone really stray from where they are meant to be? are we meant to be anywhere? i wish i knew the answers.
i know right now anyone who is reading this thinks im crazy and asking why i posted this and thinks im drunk or something. but. i dunno. i cant sleep right now and im philosophizing. alright im going to bed. goodnight everybody. dont forget to validate your parking.
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June 20th, 2006
08:23 am
its good to be back home after my vacation. but honestly i wish it had never ended. i was so happy in michigan. definitely the happiest ive ever been. This past week was the best week of my life. and now im home. but in a big way, im not really home at all. its really corny to say but my heart is in michigan and when i was there i felt absolutely free. and as soon as i landed in san francisco, i just felt trapped. i cant wait to leave this place and be where im supposed to, my other home with ashley.
Current Mood:  contemplative
Current Music: jack johnson
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